Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 23:59:05 GMT

its so true that marriage is God's grace and a symbol of christ marrying the church my pastor spent awhile preaching on that also it is a good reminder and an encouragement to me and many other people

i once told my friend bethany that we shouldnt worry about our future and young men in our lives cos its not really good for our well-being

but there is so much to learn about things and im not mature i admit

ok this is something i want to share with everyone my friend lisa gave it to me today and someone gave it to her so i cant credit it to anyone cos i dont know who wrote it, but here it is

Perfect Love

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone. To have a deep
soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly, and
exclusively. But God says to a Christian, "No, not until you are
satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by me alone. I love
you my child, and until you discover that only in me is your
satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human
relationship that I have planned for your life. You will not be united
until you are united with me, exclusive of anyone else, exclusive of
any other desires, or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop
wishing and allow me to bring it to you. Just keep watching me,
expecting the greatest things; keep experiencing the satisfaction
knowing that I AM. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell
you.. You must wait."

"Do not be anxious. Do not worry. Do not look around at the things
others have received or that I have given them. Do not look at the
things you desire. Just keep looking to me or you will miss what I want
to show you. Then when you are ready. I am working even this minute to
have both of you ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied
exclusively with me, and the life I have prepared for you, you will not
be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with
me. And there, is perfect love."

"And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you
to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me and to enjoy
materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection,
and love that I offer to you with myself. Knowing that I love you
completely. I am God Almighty. Believe and you will be satisfied."

Monday, March 15, 2004

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 22:56:32 GMT

my friend died last night...her aorta burst.

her sister sure is not a very nice person. she is all online and stuff during this horrible time...well i am too. but i need someone to talk to.

Lord please help me i am losing faith in you.

Friday, December 05, 2003

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 19:28:04 GMT

You speak like Billy! I will now label you witty, Scottish, and the perfect Pippin.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Tue, 21 Oct 2003 23:45:22 GMT

Which Fellowship Hobbit is in Your Nature?
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Saturday, September 13, 2003

Sat, 13 Sep 2003 18:35:17 GMT

You are Good Smeagol. Good Smeagol always helps.

Monday, December 09, 2002

Mon, 09 Dec 2002 22:51:23 GMT

hmmm...today is a freakyyyy dayyyy! my parents found out that i cut. they didnt really help much. dad was a little harsh. mom kind of cried. now i feel like crap.

crappity crap crap craaaaap